Insincere Apology

While I seriously doubt that anyone actually looks forward with an intense anticipation to reading my blog, if perchance you do, I apologize for being completely MIA this past month. I suppose that really I just don't have the heart to write. I've always been like that. I'll get going on something and then it just comes and goes as to whether I really work on it.

Like now, I'm writing because I'm bored not because I really want to (to be honest I'm thinking about jumping ship to the land of coloring books and crayola crayons). I think that I have three problems that really keep me from writing...

1. I don't like talking about myself. I don't like people knowing about me. Especially not out here in cyberspace. So it makes it hard to tell stories if I don't want to talk about myself.

2. I can't convince myself that this isn't just a big waste of time. I'm sure there are very few people who are reading this and those who are probably have better things to do and are just looking for a few minutes of mind-numbing nothingness.

3. I need a cause. I'm not that funny in my opinion. I get righteously indignant now and again but I don't like to write unless I have the time to make a logical argument and time isn't a commodity with which I'm well endowed.

So I suppose you'll have to forgive me. It's an insincere apology at best, but these days I don't have the anger to speak out against the things that bother me and I don't have the energy to tell enlightening or entertaining tales. I guess if you really were looking for something today when you came here then go away with this--it's a beautiful day today.

Go outside and do something or stay inside and do something. But don't do something alone with a million other people in cyberspace, go spend some actual time with a human being face to face.

Tell someone you love them. Prepare a meal with your family or friends and then relish every bite. Bask in the sunlight or rest in the shade. Ponder the stars, the moon, the cosmos. I guess really just be happy. :D :D :D